Friday, January 30, 2026

To Be Frank

 



My widower’s walk for the day was a pilgrimage to the former home of writer Bruno Frank at 513 North Camden Drive, Beverly Hills.
Homes on the street boast the scale and dimensions of the Italian palazzo. The location is a block away from the city’s commercial center. Sweet.
Frank was born in Stuttgart, Germany and worked as a dramatist-novelist until the Reichstag fire, after which he thought it best to get he and his wife, Liesl, to the far edge of the Western world. As he was Jewish, that turned out to be the right call.
He worked productively in the L.A. film world during its Golden Age, most notably penning the script for RKO Radio Pictures', “The Hunchback of Notre Dame,” starring Charles Laughton.
I am reading Frank’s “A Man Named Cervantes” about the writer of “Don Quixote,” Miguel de... My edition is in Spanish as I am prepping for the court interpreter’s oral exam and because Cervantes was, you know, Spanish.
I learned about the book while reading Georg Lukács’ “The Historical Novel,” which has maintained a long ascendance over my writing philosophy. Lukács was a Marxist literary theorist who asserted that, “what matters in the historical novel is not the retelling of great historical events, but the poetic awakening of the people who figured in those events.”
He urged the novelist to engage with “popular life,” with the thoughts and desires and sufferings of those whom the grand historical narrative necessarily overlooks.
In discussing my novel, “Vedette,” the literary review “Margin” observed, “most impressive was the way in which Siciliano drew for his readers the portrait of revolution through the lives and experiences of the villagers. There is something of a grassroots nature to his worldview…”
In “The Goodfather,” the events of Congressman Marcantonio’s career reported by the “New York Times” are refracted through the experiences of his humble neighbors on 112th Street, la famiglia Fortunato.
Lukács singled out Frank’s book as a work that achieves this granular approach to historical science.
Frank knew something about persecution from on-high and, in the book, depicted that of Roman courtesans by Pope Pius V during young Cervantes’ Vatican residency. In 1967, it became a feature film, “Cervantes,” directed by Vincent Sherman.
He was one among other German writers who made the trek to the Left Coast. Here, he joined his friends Heinrich Mann and Thomas Mann. Playwright Bertolt Brecht had a similar set-up in nearby Santa Monica.
In 1989, I attended the Writers Guild awards dinner at the Beverly Hilton Hotel with actress Monique Salcido. As part of the event, the Guild screened updated credit sequences to films scripted on the sly by blacklisted writers - with their actual names - remedying an injustice of McCarthy-era Hollywood.
Still living and present was Ring Lardner Jr., a member of the Hollywood Ten, who recalled Los Angeles of the ‘30s and ‘40s as a place not yet overrun by cars, where writing work was plentiful and well-remunerated, the air redolent with jasmine during a good portion of the year.
One draws a blank trying to imagine the German literary titans in sunny, palm-leafy surroundings but, however removed from the gritty urban/industrial environments in which they had formed, the Warm Orange must have represented a welcoming safe harbor from Nazi terror.

What would they make of this current Southern California in which masked and armed jackals cruise about in unmarked vans kidnapping people off the street? We can be pretty sure of what they would call them.
Frank died in June 1945, just after the official surrender of the Third Reich to Allied commanders and just before Hollywood scribes would suffer their own witch hunt. We can only speculate on how persecution, forced displacement, and homesickness contributed to his untimely passing at 58.
Bruno Frank is interred at Forest Lawn Cemetery in Glendale, California, far away from Stuttgart.



Released

This is my attorney friend John Kiwan's legal assistant who was detained in May by ICE upon returning home from visiting his son, who serves with the U.S. Air Force in Japan.

Victor had all his papers in order and had lived in this country since 1967.

Well, it took this long, but he was freed tonight, nine months later. John wrote me to explain, "Victor was released in Fresno. ICE kept him until the last possible minute and released him 200 miles from the Bakersfield detention center, causing his wife and daughter to drive that additional distance to pick him up."

The point, as we have all learned, is the cruelty. Victor had his hearing a few weeks ago.

The judge determined there was no cause to detain him, but the immigration process does not permit judicial release. Victor had to spend some more time in a place he should have never been, while the prosecutors decided whether to appeal a case that would not hold water. Thankfully they did not.

Victor was well-situated, unlike others. He was the employee of a prominent San Diego attorney who was able to drum up media coverage and amass a decent GoFundMe account for the legal battle. The good attorney, John said, "was crucial."

He told me Victor looked terrible at the hearing, his hair turned gray, his body emaciated, his demeanor downcast. The judge who made the ruling runs the risk of reprisal. So do I, for that matter.

Ours is not a functioning democracy at the moment. The administration has fired hundreds of immigration judges nationwide. In San Francisco, there are four remaining to address a backlog of 120,000 cases.

The woman who wears big cowboy hats in charge of the Department of Homeland Security thinks that "habeas corpus" is the "president's right to detain people," so the antipathy toward judges is understandable.

It is important to remember there is not much repatriation going on. These are indefinite detentions in privately owned jails to which the federal government is shelling out between $300 and $500 per detainee, per night.

Your money.

Anyway, this is a win. There are counterwinds blowing against the authoritarian drive of the government. It's you. Your voice, your contacting of elected representatives, your demonstrations.

Monday, February 03, 2025

WHAT'S GOIN' ON - BULLETIN #10 - Musk "Reshapes" Washington D.C.

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.

Bulletin #10

Elon Musk's "reshaping" of the Federal Government is the topic of timid media coverage. Not much discussion of whether his being head of an ersatz Department of Government Efficiency gives him the authority to erase decades-lived federal agencies with ongoing, serious business throughout America and the world.

His people having entered USAID's offices and accessed classified materials without proper clearance is an established fact. That will usually disqualify an operation.

Secretary of State Marco Rubio has declared himself "acting administrator" of USAID, throwing shade on Musk's claim that "we're getting rid of it."

USAID's not gone if someone is its acting administrator.

Musk is probably somewhat over his skis by stepping on a Rubio's prerogatives as the guy in charge the agency's $50 billion budget and Rubio won't be alone in feeling pushed around by the South African billionaire.

Sen. Charles Grassley (R-IA) has suggested there is a question of Musk stepping on Congressional toes and Democratic Sen. Brian Schatz of Hawaii says he plans to put a "hold" on all of Trump's State Department nominees until the USAID is restored to its pre- "shock and awe" condition.

Senators can do that, because the Founding Whig-wearers knew guys like him roam the political world and needed an institutional brake to slow their designs.

The Trump/Musk executive order storm, while noisy, is as flimsy as their legislative majority, and most of these directives by fiat simply will not carry the force of establish, enacted law.

#et
 

WHAT'S GOIN' ON? Bulletin #9 - Musk Besieges USAID

 

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.
Bulletin #9
As part of his weekend digital coup d'etat, Elon Musk used private computers to breach those belonging to USAID. Shortly thereafter, staff in the agency's legislative and public affairs bureau lost access to their emails, implying they’ve been put on administrative leave.
Queried, Musk responded on X: “USAID is a criminal organization. Time for it to die.”
Is that his white paper after hours of investigating an auditing the $50 billion dollar government concern? Me thinks not, as Musk added, "U.S. Aid was a viper's nest of radical left-Marxists who hate America."
The reasoning is Hitler's circa 1933; the language that of a middle schooler. I'm confused: Is Musk heading up the Department of Government Efficiency or the Department of Ideological Purity?
USAID was authorized by President John F. Kennedy with the idea of killing communism in the developing world with programs of American kindness...the latter expression not being part of Musk's vocabulary.
Maybe a Fascist saluting South African raised on the upside of the apartheid system, with known mental fragilities, isn't the best guy to decide what's best for the world's oldest, Republican democracy.
Arrest him. Expropriate his holdings. Then he'll know what Marxism really is.

Sunday, February 02, 2025

WHAT'S GOIN' ON? Bulletin #8 Musk Besieges Office of Personnel Management


 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.


Bulletin #8


It must be pointed out, again, that Mr. Musk is neither an elected official nor anyone who has been confirmed after having his bona fides vetted congressionally. Trump, still clueless about how the government works, in effect "deputized" him to root out fraud and waste (as they understand it). The Department of Government Efficiency's (DOGE) legitimacy is currently being scrutinized in three separate lawsuits, in as much as it is Congress that establishes federal agencies, the boundaries of their mission, and the funding of said mandate.


Since Congress would appropriate any funding for DOGE, and hasn't, it's a fair guess that Musk, who doesn't need the money, is paying private hirelings to harass federal employees such as these at the Office of Personnel Management. All Americans should be mortified at the idea of private lackeys paid by a South African with a penchant for Fascist salutes bullying their way into government offices, locking the supervisors of said offices out of the computer systems under their aegis, and nosing around to find out whatever it is they are looking for.


Musk needs to be fired, but it would be like firing Kramer from "Seinfeld" who was dismissed from a place that didn't really employ him. Musk isn't working for anybody but himself here.

WHAT'S GOIN' ON? Bulletin #7 Goodby Free Press



 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:


President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.

Bulletin #7

The first item covers the fact long-standing entities "of record" in the printed press and broadcast media, "New York Times," "National Broadcast Corporation," "National Public Radio," have been ousted from their Pentagon posts in favor of outfits controlled and/or sympathetic to, call it what it is now, American Fascism.

The second item covers the fact that the National Transportation Safety Board - the Federal agency that looks into air disasters - has ceased its primary function of informing the public of its investigatory findings. Reporters have to go to Elon Musk's "X" swamp to get that information.

Imagine that.

So, the way this is supposed to work is, Stephen Siciliano puts this stuff up and you, through the magic of social media "SHARE" or comment on said work. That way there is a critical mass of voices that can affect change and protect one another. You don't do that, you're leaving me hanging. The owner of this platform contributed to, and enjoyed the Inaugural festivities front row, and it's just a matter of time before what happened to NBC and "The Times," happens to me and to the intrepid reporters I am echoing. I know you are scared and confused and hope you can just carry on by looking the other way.

No, being quiet will not save you. Act.

WHAT'S GOIN' ON - Bulletin #6. The Remedy was Fired.


 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.
Bulletin #6
Musk, an unelected official, not confirmed by Congress, heading up an illegitimate entity not funded or established by Congress, is acting illegally, but the entity that should/would/could arrest him, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, has been decapitated at the command level, and will soon be led by Trump loyalists, while those who might prosecute him have all been fired (See Bulletin #2). This practice has been affected at a number of federal agencies so that enforcement - if you thought the system would save you - is impossible. Trump already broke the court system. Had he not, there'd be someone else occupying the White House right now. Instead, he will appeal the appeals of his appeals, until he shops a judge he's appointed (remember Judge Cannon?), or it lands up at the Supreme Court where partisan hacks like Justice Alito will deem his actions "immune."

Saturday, February 01, 2025

WHAT'S GOIN' ON - Musk's takeover of the federal budget process

 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.

Bulletin #5

From Josh Marshall:
"...while the particulars are hard to pin down my impression is that the Musk takeover stuff is considerably worse than is being presented in the press...

...they already have [control] over key computer systems, payment systems, etc...

...They’re into the treasury payment system and claiming they’ve already found like $4B in “savings” a day. It’s important to know what this means. This is simple, his DOGE team is reviewing the US federal budget, law of the land and deciding which parts aren’t necessary. It sounds like they’re saying they will unilaterally cut these funds with control over the check writing at Treasury. "

More at: https://bsky.app/.../joshtpm.bsky.social/post/3lh6b55ps7k2u


 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.
Bulletin #2
"As of Friday evening, the Acting US Attorney for Washington, D.C., fired about 30 US Attorneys who prosecuted January 6 insurrectionists. See Politico, DOJ fires dozens of prosecutors who handled Jan. 6 cases. Think about that for a moment: The convicted felons who attacked the Capitol have been pardoned and the loyal servants of the Constitution who prosecuted them have been fired. That fact should outrage every American."

What's Goin' On - The Coup Underway


 WHAT'S GOIN' ON:

President Trump and his sidekick from South Africa are undertaking an administrative and digital coup in Washington D.C., firing dozens of career government officials (not loyal to them,) pardoning convicted criminals, freezing funding programs crucial to human and economic health, illegally pawing for federal fund deposits. I will be running a series of bulletins, shared across multiple platforms, containing bite-sized accounts of what is happening. Call your congressperson and do not sit there as if it's not happening or that nothing can be done about it. Dare to share. It's your democracy.
Bulletin #1:
Elon Musk and a team of DOGE infiltrators have taken over the Office of Personnel Management (OPM) by connecting non-government computer servers to the US personnel mainframe computers. They have reportedly seized private information about millions of federal employees. They have locked the senior managers of the OPM out of their agency’s computers. They have moved “sofa beds” into the OPM offices and put the offices into a “lockdown mode.” See Reuters, Exclusive: Musk aides lock government workers out of computer systems at US agency, sources say.
The hostile takeover of OMP allowed Musk to send an unauthorized memo inviting millions of federal employees to resign in exchange for eight months of “non working paid employment.” [Two unions representing federal workers have filed a lawsuit challenging Trump's plan to reclassify and terminate hundreds of thousands of federal workers.]
Elon Musk and a team of DOGE infiltrators have attempted to seize control of the US Treasury payments system—the gateway through which ALL funds from the federal government flow. When a senior manager at the Treasury asked why Musk needed access to the highly sensitive system, the manager was immediately placed on leave. He chose to quit, instead. See The New Republic, Top Official to Quit as Musk Tries to Get Hands on Key Payment System.

Tuesday, January 14, 2025

New book by the highway scribe: Three Surfin Safari Summers


 Those of you who’ve been Facebook friends with me for a while will remember that, in the summer of 2019, I started taking Anna on Surfin’ Safaris and posting reports thereon. I knew my wife was slipping away and thought to put us in the most beautiful settings available, taking advantage of the coastal riches within our reach here in Southern California.

The posts were intended to keep family and friends informed about the progression of Anna’s disease and to assure them that I loved her and that she knew it, day in, day out. They, somewhat surprisingly, became popular with those beyond our immediate circle.
As a writer, I was just having fun, giving free reign to my thoughts as a mediocre, middle-aged surfer; it was a kind of helpful therapy. But the mix of whimsy and tragedy worked so well that I was urged to write up a second summer, during which Anna’s accelerating cognitive decline was chronicled. Gaining more readers, I decided upon a third summer of safaris.
It was suggested that I put it all into a book and, following Anna’s death, in fits and starts, I bent to and completed the task resulting in, “Three Surfing Safari Summers: Bringing Joy to a Wife’s Alzheimer’s Journey.”
After Anna left us, I no longer thought about the care her long decline required as my memories leapt back to the beautiful years of health and happiness we shared together. But when I had to edit the book's galleys, all the horror came rushing back. The Surfin’ Safaris were truly acts of desperation, efforts at bringing light to an increasingly hopeless situation. After all, we knew was she dying.
The resulting book traces Anna’s decline from cognizant, but a little daffy, to complete unawareness of what was going on with her. I have woven in moments from my lost darling’s effervescent career and bits of her inimitable artistry. I did not want Alzheimer’s to define her, as she did not.
If you loved Anna as a friend, as a fashion designer, or as someone you got to know through the drama of the “Surfin’ Safari” posts, (and you know you did), pick it up. I made it a little pricey. I can use the money. But it’s a keepsake of her, my way of reserving a spot on the bookshelves of those whom she touched, of keeping her with us in a concrete form that both captures and transcends memory.

Monday, April 15, 2024

NEW BOOK BY THE hIGHWAY sCRIBE


 “If more politicians knew poetry, and more poets knew politics, I am convinced the world would be a little better place in which to live than it is…” - John F. Kennedy

So reads the frontispiece to, “Marcantoniana: Items from the Life and Times of the Marvelous Vito Marcantonio;” a collection of 41 essays, vignettes, literary reviews, and symposia reports I wrote, dating back to 2013.
Publication comes a year after release of the poetic production,“The Goodfather: (A Novel) The Rising Fall of the Marvelous Marcantonio.” “Marcantoniana'' is, instead, a work of political science and journalism.
Ergo…Kennedy’s remark about politics and poetry, the balancing of which I’ve strived for throughout my days as a Scribe.
I’m squishy about pushing my novel after the initial, post-release flurry. I don’t ask for reviews, or for anything really, but I WILL make ANOTHER book just so that you might be reminded about the novel in case, you know…
These writings are from an online source of the same name. The website’s first posts were drawn from material I could not fit into the novel’s framework, but were worthy of recounting.
Though run independently of the Vito Marcantonio Forum, “Marcantoniana,” did concern itself with the group’s agenda.
The Forum’s de facto leader, the late Gerald Meyer, planted seeds for certain of the topics covered and provided subsequent critique. Included in the book are some of our backs-and-forths by email to demonstrate how an old school CP guy and an anarcho-syndicalist reach consensus.
There are posts specific to Marcantonio: “Marc and The Mob,” “The Bread of the Poor,” while other entries meet the subtitle’s criteria as, “Items from the Life and Times of,” such as, “Literature in the Red Decade,” “Rubinstein on the Harlem Renaissance,” or “Birthday Card for Tina Modotti”.
Running 281 pages, it’s designed as a companion volume to “The Goodfather.” Same font and color scheme, same anti-AI cut-and-paste graphic sensibility, so that they stand handsomely together on your bookshelf.
In 2007, I budgeted four years to do research and write the novel. The journey became something much longer and more rewarding, but with “Marcantoniana” I reach the end of my scholarly and literary efforts on behalf of this good man.
I hope to be in New York City this April and hold court in a Manhattan bar for a pair of nights, bring some books, and wait for you to come meet the crazy California writer. Let me know if you might make it and if you have ideas about a venue.

Sunday, March 24, 2024

Adventures of the highway scribe (or Tales of Nettlesome Journalist).


Expatriate life is ever-punctuated by the pratfalls of muddling through a culture not one’s own. Living in Spain highlighted for me the many differences, subtle and profound, between the United States and the old world. “You were born modern!” a lady from Seville once exclaimed what had never seemed so obvious to me, prior.
My Mediterranean home was La Cala de Mijas on the southern coast; just across from Africa; a fishing village four streets deep, clustered around an ancient Moorish tower, and home to 500, or so, very colorful people.
I had fallen in with a few local fellows; fishermen and the sons of fisherman. One of them, "Pito" (Whistle) told me about a Moroccan girl living in the backcountry who was being denied bus service to school, presumably because she was “mora.” A moor or Arab.
Pito knew a mechanic named Andres running for city council with the United Left coalition who wanted to embarrass the reigning Socialist Party for this bit of careless, bureaucratic racism. Andres wanted to know if I’d write a story about the six-year old, whose mother walked her to school 14 kilometers round-trip everyday, with a three-year old in tow.
While leery of engaging in a local spat, I agreed to meet the family. The girl’s name was Asma and there was something so ethereal and otherworldly about her that I committed on the spot to help. My last address had been in Hollywood. I was not rube, but where had I ever been faced with a mystical Moroccan girl in peril? I was writing a novel about a woman cast out of the sacred Spanish Catholic community and Asma’s plight embodied the narrative I’d moved there to dream.
The only poetry you will ever find is the poetry you choose to see.
Hemingway counseled writers to always have a photographer at hand and mine was the splendid English gentleman, Gary Edwards. He agreed to take some shots and, when we met, I was all American business, breathlessly laying out the plan when he put his hand on my chest, smiled and said, “Why don’t we start the morning with a greeting, Stephen?” It was very embarrassing and ever since then, you'll get a proper greeting from me before we move on.
Gary’s portrait of Asma captured everything she was in that moment and is the reason you are reading this.
Fired by righteous indignation and a zeal to fulfill my pledge that Asma would get a bus ride (which I’d had no business making), I went to the mayor of Mijas, the education delegate, the provincial delegate and so on. They were all socialists though mostly the kind of people who manage to survive politically whether it is a dictator, or king, or whomever, running the show.
Someone had screwed up, but they were closing ranks because it was election season and they didn’t want to give Andres a cudgel with which to get on city council. They lectured that I was not battling for justice, rather sticking my nose in the latest wrinkle to a centuries-old rivalry between local clans.
My position remained simply that the little girl should get a bus ride, but they refused to give in.
I took the train daily into the provincial capital, Malaga, and tried to interest local newspapers in the story. Editors said La Cala was small potatoes and, anyway, they couldn’t buy my piece, because I didn’t have a “license” to be a journalist in Spain. I told them I had just fled Los Angeles because of riots sparked by a citizen journalist's video; that anyone can be a journalist in a given moment.
“Good for Los Angeles,” the editor of “Diario 16” told me.
But the dust-up was becoming a dust-up, mostly because I was American and they didn't really know what to make of me. “Diario de Malaga” finally relented. Given my illegal status in Spain, I told the editor my preference was that they rewrite my report, excluding me entirely. I stuck my hand out to shake his. He nodded, smiled and walked away, leaving my hand hanging, which is a very bad sign in a chivalrous land.
The next day I stepped into the village and the locals did nothing to hide their stupefaction. Up to that point, it had been generally assumed the Californian “novelist” was actually both a drug-dealer and threat to the purity of their wives and daughters, only one of which was true.
“Diario de Malaga” had not only used my byline, they’d published a photo including my image, which is not typical editorial packaging. I called the editor. ”What the hell? Now everybody knows I’m behind it.” To which he responded, “You are as much the story as the little girl,” and hung up. I’d been handled and played by crafty Andalusians. And it wouldn’t be the last time.
Fears the local socialist clans would make my life hell were unfounded. Asma got her ride and it turned out to be so much more because of the way she was thereafter integrated with her schoolmates outside the classroom, and looped into the charming rhythms of village life. It was the right thing to do and political pooh-bahs bit their tongues.
Andres was elected to the city council; the first ever for Izquierda Unida in Mijas.
He would entrust me with the keys to the soccer field on the outskirts so the kids could play at night under my supervision. From him I learned that, when you honor people’s children, you honor them.
Asma’s father convened a dinner in my honor. He said they would be serving a very “special part” of the lamb for the occasion. As I walked up the dirt road to their home, Asma and her sister Kouter ran toward me in all delight yelling, “Safiyya! Safiyya! (Journalist!).”
The special part of the lamb turned out to be the kidney, which I couldn’t really choke down, but did. It was served as a cous-cous in a big wide bowl at the center of the table from which we scooped straight into our mouths. The mom, Harouni, the one who had done all the walking, stood dutifully in the corner, not partaking, serving only. Asma’s father mentioned that he was from Ceuta, which is on the African coast, but belongs to Spain by virtue of a colonial army garrison that has been there since soldiers shot arquebuses.
When he said, “Ceuta,” he did so in Arabic, in reference to an Arab land and I, the guy from California who spoke Spanish as a second language, corrected him with the Spanish/Colonial pronunciation. He smiled in the way you do when confronted with an idiot.
Point being that it’s easy to be an idiot when you’re an expatriate. The deeper you settle into a foreign culture...the less you know.
But there was no damage. I was inviolable; enshrined in the family’s hearts and, for as long as I lived in La Cala, would visit them and be greeted with cheers of “Safiyya! Safiyya!” by two gleeful little girls already confronting the perils of this world.